why do i even try anymore- im the only thing keeping this together.
your happy without me, why did i even bother to come in- there are so many other people that like you, so why bother talk to me.
yeah it sucks, it sucks that i cant see you, its sucks with these mixed emotions.
things werent ment to hurt this way but it did. you cant always say you dont wana hurt me; becuz reaally this love, like ,relasionship thing always ends up with hurt.
but
that doesnt mean it wont make us stronger.

^ had to copy paste that again from otherr becuz its stilll the same-ish

but i appreaciate all the times you r trying, maybe you do care.
but i reaaally dont know.
i have to just suuck my shit up and not make yu worrry.
i caaaan be strong, i know i am. but this venting helps.
^ so dont take it to personal, i just wana blurt thesse feeliing out.
so i wont havta bottle it alll inside.

imiss the goodmorning the imissyous& the baaabes.
but i cant expect everything right?
like im not high (pronounced: MATE-en-ence) < sorrta sounds like that lol i cant sspell today so i wont bother.

i jusst love feeling secure, in this thing we got here.
knowing im not alone.
that im not the only one feeeling this right now.

i juuust,
wana know if im yoours.
^cheeeeeeeeeeese, :)
espeacilly becuz soon im gana be gone for a week and i dont wana be replaced.
for you to forget all tat we had.
for the feeling to be gone.

there nothing else i can say.

lata loverss and haaataas.(L)