to people:|
so i've made my decision.
im not gana be some stupid lil kid who thinks she knows right.
cause right now i don't know.
i'm just going to stick to what i know.
& thats .. that i cant be feeling this.
im done with over caring.. or even caring for thaat matter,
im done.
forget that other person u thought of .. the person u thought was me.
cuz im not keeping that soft side anymore.
it might be hard, but i have to.
only my selected few deserve it.


another....
to someone else:

im tired of waiting, whens it going to be my turn.
i dont think yu know how much i need you.
but now im done.
im letting go.
yeah i know i probably wont.
but i need to.
becuz i cant have those moments were wen im not with yu, its lik u dont know me.
so im done, dont miss me.
because, i dont wana be brought back in unless your serious.
i dont have high expectations.
but i dont want the low ones you give me.
so yeah keep saying i don't understand. becuase reaaally i don't.
i dont know why i always talk about u, and u dont.
why im always talking and texting with no reply.
But you oviously do, you just dont tell me .. so i cant understand.
yu say i might get hurt, maybe u think ill fall to deep, or maybe u will.
but its hurting me more that you dont try at all.
& you say its the long distance- but wut does that have to do with you not communicating unelss i ask yu ?
so later.