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Sunday, May 31, 2009

i cant beleive it.
i just let go of the best thing ever.
its done
i blew it.
now i know forsure it wont happen.
it wouldnt even tho,
i was probably just some fun shit he had.
i dont even know why i try.
but damn, it hurts.
it hurts knowing i actually had the chance
it hurts knowing how muhc i actually care.
knowing he doesnt
i was a small thing in his life.
wen he was a whole part of mine.
i always pertend to be so happy around others, around my mains.
but really thats not how i really am wen im alone.
but thank god im leaving soooon to hs.
to meeet new people .
to forget about you.. about him.
gooooooood thing im not moving near you any more.
it would have killed me even more going to the same school.

but now i dont need you any more.
i have others.

i have jjkvt sanlacruareon. fam and mains.(L)


btw news on track:
i won 1st 100m
1st 200m
1stlong jump
1st high jump.
thing is i didint tryout for high jump but none of the girls made it, so they asked me LOL.

and first in 100m finals. :)
thankyou god. (L)


laater .



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