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sorry, you wrote






2, i was tempted.
Monday, July 13, 2009

i hope you know your words ,don't hurt me.
you cant hurt me, you wont bring me down
its funny how much i must mean to you.
to write a over 5 paragraph post about me.
i find it majorly FUNNY
don't you have ball ? how about you go there, and never come back.
i feeel pretty speacil, i havent talked to you in awhile but you had the time to write to me.

so heres me writing to you . (:

listen how many times have i had you ? i thot i got you& you had me. ?!
throughout everything that happend.
you even talked smack about me and my girls.
btu i still talked to you throughout everything.
i even told you about when .. i hurt myself.
so yeah maybe i am easy. easy to trust.
and you say i give out trust 2 strangers..
^ guess your right again. i trusted you. AND RIGHT NOW YOU ARE A STRANGER.

i dont even know you anymore.
you changed.
i never did.
you might think i might have because im with other people.
but why would it matter to you ?
oh i get it CUZ IT MUST KILL YOU.
kill you to know ,i must have had something better.
well now, YOU REALLY dont matter to me
you lost me, but you must know tht feeling.
becuz im not the only one you have lost.
ouch.

how does it feel.
feel to know, that your words can't touch me.
to know that you mean nothing to me anymore.

so now its your time to step back

call me your pittyful names.
YOU ARE THE ONE THAT DISCUSTS ME.
because your the lowest of the LOW
i think your in denial .
becuz im not a whore. nothing ever more than me, &myself.
get that in your head.
your so foolish.
i havent dated anyone in a YEAR AND A HALF.

jus cuz i flirt with guys, doesnt mean you havta be so mad about it
maybe becuz you jus dont get guys ? hmm ?
maybe becuz u need a reality check
maybe its becuz, you get mad easily when they even talk to another girl.
maybe because u get upsessed about a lot of boys. even GIRLS..
and guess what, im not young and stupid like before,, when i would actually listen to you and reject guys becuz u thought they were cute . & u liekd them, so you threatened me.
wow i cant beleive i even did that for YOU. out of all people. the one who goes back on me.

maybe you should stop worrying about me.
and get yourself straight.
maybe i talk and get close to guys, becuz of my personality.
not hoe-ish acts.
because honestly. there are no hoe-ish acts.
get it straight.

do you feel bigger when you type your shallow letters.
do u feel.. like your the better person ?
do you reeeeeallly think that you not as bad as me, becuz you pointing our every fault and mistake i made ?
trust me if i wrote every mistake you made. i'd seem like the good& inocent one here.

and at least i know im a unique person.
do you really think everything you do is unique, DO U THINK YOU ARE UNIQUE?
i wonder who u always copy, hmm ?
whos profile you creep to get "inspired"
when u attempted to tease yur hair becuz of the persons "look"
and yur sudden new interest in clothes&music.

oh but,

GUESS WHAT.
yeah i have ball now too.. so i gotta go
except i won't write more, because just so you know , you arent worth it :)

oh and p.s,
if you write again, i'll understand, becuz like you said, "i am worth it" becuz i must mean so much.\

& p.s. p.s. dont bother correcting my grammer or not-correct spelling. its slang , thaaanks :)
+ im not posting more, becuz lik u said your done with it, you lost your anger, and you said you shoudnt have done it. im done with hate posts. becuz hating on people doesnt make me smile, but the fact that you think i care about your opinion of me does. :)



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